Tuesday, May 25, 2010

I hate this consuming urge I have to break something.

If you cannot teach me to fly, teach me to sing.
Music is nothing separate from me. It is me... You'd have to remove the music surgically.

I want to stare into your eyes and never look away. I want you to hold me in your arms and tell me it's okay. I want to kiss with a passion that only we can share, and when it all falls down, I want you to be there. 
Never ever practice. Always perform.
I heard people talking about us, how we used to be. It hurts me to hear of something so beautiful talked about in past tense.

We fight mainly for one reason. 'Cause when you fight, you truly find out how much you're willing to take before you break. And when you break, you need to see if that other person truly cares enough to make everything okay again. 'Cause without fighting, liars of love could be walking all over the place.
Relationships don't always make sense. Especially from the outside.
He always did the leaving. But not this time. She kept walking, and did not look back.

One heartbreak. Two eyes crying. Three words never said again. Four hands that won't be held. Five mornings you'll pass in the halls. Six love notes, ripped and torn. Seven days a week you'll think of him. Eight sad songs a night before bed. Nine wishes that never came true. Ten years before he realizes you were the one.
People aren't meant to be together forever, regardless of what the songs say.
As long as there is a song in your heart, there will always be hopes and dreams.

Even though we were over and I found someone knew, I found myself praying every night for you.
So I'm driving around in circles, thinking about you.
What you need, what you deserve, is a guy who adores you for what you are. Who doesn't see you as a project, but a prize.

I don't believe in failure, because simply by saying you've failed, you've admitted you attempted. And anyone who attempts is not a failure. Those who truly fail in my eyes are the ones who never try at all.
I thought I was over you but I guess maybe I'm not.
He knew he made a mistake. You could see it on his face everytime she walked into the room. He wished he hadn't done that to her.

It's not necessarily the amount of time you spend at practice that counts; it's what you put into the practice. 
I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing. Just prayed to a God I don't believe in.

I'm just sitting out here, watching airplanes take off and fly. Trying to figure out which one you might be on and why you don't love me anymore.
When you are not practicing, remember, someone somewhere is practicing, and when you meet him he will win.

Sometimes, paper is the only one who will listen.

She looked back on everything that happened and wished she'd did it differently.
Practice as if you are the worst, perform as if you are the best.

But the struggles make you stronger and the changes make you wise.

I just don't know what to do anymore. It's like we've fallen into this pattern of getting mad, running away, screaming, breaking down, and then promising we'll never do it again.
Like a word on a page that you’ve printed and read a million times, that suddenly looks strange or wrong, foreign. And you feel scared for a second, like you’ve lost something, even if you’re not sure what it is

  Doesn't it feel like you're the only reason I cry anymore? Isn't there something wrong with that? 

 I just wanted to say thank you for calling me every time I hung up and grabbing my arm every time I walked away.
Fireproof  doesn't mean the fire will never come. It means that when the fire comes you will be able to withstand it.
In the end, everybody ends up being exactly who they promised they'd never be.

Our days would be happier if we spent our time giving others a piece of our heart instead a piece of our mind.
Someone, somewhere just met the love of their life.
Same problems. Different day.

A boy cried to God, "Why did I lose her?" God said to him, "You didn't lose her. You let her go."
Yeah, its cute when two people who have a lot in common but I prefer to meet someone who will push my buttons and argue with me before we agree to disagree and then make-out.
The less you talk, the more it hurts.

I don't know how things are supposed to be but I know they're not supposed to be like this.
Yes, I'm drunk and you're beautiful. In the morning, I will be sober and you will still be beautiful.
I just want to be the one that matters the most.

I judge how much a man cares for a woman by how much space he gives her under a shared umbrella.
I love him for not only who he is but who I am around him. I love the part of me that he brings out.
You've got a killer smile and its murdering me.

I'm glad I saved all of your messages. I knew you'd be done with me sometime.
He may be wrong in your opinion but he's my boyfriend and he makes me smile. He is the one I want and I am perfectly capable of making my own decisions.
Can you honestly say that you're proud of your life?

There is never a time or place for true love. It happens accidentally, in a heartbeat, in a single flashing, throbbing moment.
 They say its the little things that matter the most but you're a big part of my life and you matter most.
"I wish you were her." You left off the E.

Everyone has their weak spot. The one thing that, despite your best efforts, will always bring you to your knees, regardless of how strong you are otherwise.
I want a guy who would move the hair away from my eyes and then kiss me. Hold my hand in line at the mall and make all the girls jealous. Someone who would sing to me at random moments. Who would let me sleep on their chest. A boy who would get mad at someone if they called me ugly or was mean to me. I want someone who would call me 3 times a day if he went away. Someone who would let me gossip to him and would just smile and agree with everything I said. He would throw stuffed animals at me when I acted dumb and then kiss me a million times. Someone who makes fun of me just to make me laugh. He would take me to the park and put his hand around my waist and give me bear hugs all the time. But mostly I want someone who would be my best friend and would never break my heart. 
(I found him! Hehe.)
I guess this is what you call growing up.

Love is needing someone. Love is putting up with someone's bad qualities because they somehow complete you.
When you're young, everything feels like the end of the world but it's not. It's barely the beginning.
This wasn't supposed to hurt.

I am coming to terms with the fact that loving someone requires a leap of faith, and that a soft landing is never guaranteed. 
I don't know what I've been waiting for but every moment I'm with you, I think I have an idea.
Call me selfish but you're mine and I don't want to share.

Sometimes, we just have to be happy with what people can offer us. Even if it's not what we want, at least it's something.
Every time she talks to him, she falls just a bit harder.
It would be so nice for things to make sense for a change.

There's all kinds of songs about babies and love that goes right but for some reason nobody wants to play them tonight.
If we lose ourselves, who knows what we'll find.
I know exactly how it feels to figure out the right thing to say too late.

I really thought we could do this but I guess I'm wrong. I guess we're just two kids in high school that won't get married and live happily ever after.
It's not that I can't live with out. It's just that I never want to try.
If every word I said could make you laugh, I'd talk forever.

Wouldn't life be better if sweat pants were sexy, junk food was good for you, Monday mornings were fun, three hours of sleep was enough and love never hurt?
Fake a smile. You'll look pretty and you won't have to explain what's wrong.
Because when I think of love, I think of you.

I just might be the most cliche girl you meet, but that's okay with me. I like old-fashioned things, like how I believe a guy should ask a girl out, and how everything really does happen for a reason. And I live my life by these rules, and so far, I've been doing alright.
His name goes through her like a knife.
Where were you when everything was falling apart?

There's a place down town where the freaks all come around. There's a hole in the wall. It's a dirty free for all. There's a place I know, if you're looking for a show, where the go hardcore, where there's glitter on the floor.
I didn't realize how much I loved him until I saw him standing there, being something other than mine.
That would look nice but you're beautiful how you are.

I really thought we could do this but I guess I'm wrong. I guess we're just two kids in high school that won't get married and live happily ever after.
You're not just a star to me. You're the whole freakin' sky.
 You are the definition of the absolute best.


When you look at me, it's like you're trying to tell me not to give up hope. Well, you know what? It's not that easy. Maybe you should give me a reason to keep hope.
One day, we'll look back on this, laugh nervously, and change the subject quickly.
You're much too young to believe it won't be okay. 
Hello there, good friends. Sorry it took so long. I've been busy day-dreaming about summer. Hehe. Well, I hope you guys like it. 
And... You should comment:] Just saying!
Love, Jessica  Princhescaaaa.

Sunday, May 16, 2010

Today, I hate staying up late.

I wish I was the last thing on your mind before you went to sleep.
Everybody has difficult years, but a lot of times those difficult years end up being the greatest years of your life, if you survive them.
 Crying doesn't indicate you're weak. From the second you were born, it meant you were alive.When you jump in your sleep, I wonder what your dreaming about.
We spend our whole lives telling ourselves that everything happens for a reason. When in reality, it's just that we give reasons for everything that's happened.
 Finding someone you love and who loves you back is a wonderful, wonderful feeling. But finding a true soul mate is an even better feeling. A soul mate is someone who understands you like no other, loves you like no other, will be there for you forever, no matter what. 
No, he's not perfect but he's perfect for me. He is everything I could possibly ask him to be.
So it's not gonna be easy. It's gonna be really hard. We're gonna have to work at this every day, but I want to do that because I want you. I want all of you, for ever, you and me, every day.
Sure, she's pretty, but it's about more than that. You two connect. Anything you throw at her, she can throw right back. You figured out what's going on in that predictable head of hers in under five minutes, but something tells you that her heart would take longer.
Do all the good you can by all means you can to all the people you can for as long as you can.
I held him close to me with my eyes closed, wondering if anything in my life had been this perfect, and knowing at the same time it hadn't. I was in love, and the feeling was even more wonderful than I imagined.
 They say a chain is only as strong as its weakest link and you, you're my weakest link.God loves you and he will truly keep that promise forever.
Let's run away to a place where the air tastes like rain and the sun shines like Sunday mornings. I'll bring my laugh and you bring your sense of humor. And we can taste the days. One week after the other. 
 I've figured out a way to twist reality. Just take a ton of drugs and never go to sleep. Re-rent the saddest movie you've ever seen. Fill you room with TV sets and put it on repeat. Push all your friends away with the cruel things that you said. If you need company, you've got the voices in your head.Some wounds we carry with us everywhere and though the cut's long gone, the pain still lingers.
Life is like a piano. The white keys represent happiness, while the black keys represent sadness. But as you go through life’s journey, remember that the black keys make music too.
Telling him how you feel is like giving him the license to break your heart.
If you wrote a book on a million ways to ruin someone's day, you'd have no trouble being a best-selling author.
So let's lay under the stars, kiss in the pouring rain, cuddle in your room and be together forever.
I used to dream about the life I'm living now.
Because I'm young and stupid, I'm really good at making bad decisions.

And if you give me a chance -- if you give us a chance -- I'm going to live the rest of my life proving to you that you made the right decision.
She's got this subtle beauty where she knows what you're thinking but she doesn't let you know she's got you figured out.
I never wanted to leave but you never gave me a reason to stay. 
You thought it hurt when he said, "Let's just be friends." Wait until he says, "You're like my sister."
I know we don't talk much, and sometimes we even walk right past each other without saying one word but then there's those times when our eyes meet and I know deep down, you're missing me as much as I’m missing you.
Dear whoever is reading this, I hope you found a reason to smile today.
Did you ever notice that there is always that particular line in that certain song that always stands out in a certain way and reminds you of that one person you can't forget?
You change for two reasons: either you learn enough that you want to, or you've been hurt enough that you have to.
One of the worst feelings in the world is having to doubt something you thought was unquestionable.
"You're just a letdown. Another one of my mistakes. I never loved you anyways. I never did and I never will." She said, "You're just a letdown. All your friends, they feel the same."
Ships are safe in the harbor but that's not what ships are meant for.
When you feel like giving up, remember why you held on for so long in the first place.
If never there is tomorrow when we're not together, there is something you must always remember. You are braver than you believe, stronger than you seem, and smarter than you think. But the most important thing is, even if we're apart, I'll always be with you.
Here's to starry nights and careless freedom, to glowing cheeks and laughter that heels you deep inside.
Be the change you wish to see in the world.
If he really loves you, it won't matter if you're wearing sweats from Wal-Mart, or jeans from Abercrombie, he'll be happy just being with you.
Don't be afraid of shadows. It only means there's a light nearby.
I say we shoot Cupid and see how he likes it.
When you walk into a room let everyone see you're not afraid of life or death, but that you opened that door to live and learn.
I wonder how many times we'll say goodbye before we actually leave.
The secret of good writing is to say an old thing in a new way.
In the end, you're just a typical boy dragging along some girl because you're not really sure what you want.
She fakes a smile and presses her lips to his. He keeps his hands pinned down to his sides. He's holding back from telling her exactly what this feels like.
Love is like fire. We know it can hurt us but we play with it anyways.
If you don't go after what you want, you'll never have it. If you don't ask, the answer is always no. If you don't step forward, you're always in the same place.
"I'm sorry." "No. You're not. If you were, you wouldn't be doing this."
Maybe its not my weekend but its going to be my year.
Don't you realize what you are to me, and you're always gonna be? You're the love of my life. Everyone else is gonna be second best. There'll never be another you.
When you remember how hard it is to change ourselves, you begin to realize what little chance we have in changing others.
Time sucks when moments are meant to last forever.
I don't know if life is greater than death, but love is greater than both.
That was one completely unnecessary sexual remark too many.
I wrote you 365 letters. I wrote you everyday for a year.


I had an hour to kill. For those of you who didn't catch it, I updated earlier today as well... Sing me a song or leave me a comment:] Wuv, Princhesca

Today, I hate when you're the only one crying on the phone.

Never let me forget how amazing you are.
You're perfect. Sweet, funny, chivalrous, and handsome. I think I'm going to keep you forever.
The most painful love there is, is the love left unshown. A love that cannot be expressed, affection left unknown. The love that withholds touching, afraid of what it would say, and the most painful thing about unexpressed love is it never fades away.


No one looks back at their past and focuses on the night's they got plenty of sleep.
Baby, prove to my you're not average and we'll be on the same page because the only difference I see in guys is they all have different names.
When I introduced myself to you, I looked into your big brown eyes and I thought you were cute. Your hair was a little long and wild but that was ok. You still had a handsomely boyish face. Now, eight months later, I look into your beautiful brown eyes and I don't ever want to look into anyone else's that way. I never want anyone else to hold me the way you do or to play with my hair like you do. I can't say that I knew from the first second I saw you that I want to spend the rest of my life with you but now I do know.


Every broken heart deserves an epic ending.  
There's two type of people out there: the givers and the takers. The givers always sleep better.
It's 2:27 am and I'm calling you. I've been upset all night and you're the only one who gets it. I know I'm not the greatest person in the world, and I don't deserve someone as great as you; but I love you, my best friend.



You're all that I'd hoped I'd find in every single way.
If we were ten years older, in this exact same relationship, as in love as we are now, and you asked me to marry you, I would say yes in a heartbeat.
It happens to everyone as they grow up... you find out who you are and what you want, and then you realize that the people you've known forever don't see things the way you do. And so you keep the memories, but you find yourself moving on.




I wish I could press rewind and rewrite every line between the two of us.
I don't understand why everyone says life is so short. It's the longest thing any of us will ever do.
Some girls are like the queen of chess. No matter how difficult the game is, the Queen always has the deadliest moves. But the sad part is, she would even sacrifice herself just to let the king live.


"I get happier in the summer. I promise."
"The summer is a long time away."
You made yourself a bed at the bottom of the blackest hole, and convinced yourself that it's not the reason you don't see the sun anymore.
  I hope I'm not too clingy. I want to be just perfect. Goofy yet cute but not annoying. And I most definitely want to be beautiful. Almost as beautiful as your golden eyes. I guess I just want to live up to your expectations. 





Hi everybody. I hope you're having a lovely day. If not, I'm terribly sorry. You deserve to have a lovely day. I had a really rough day on Friday, as most of you read... Hehe. But I'm all better now!:] Here's the update I promised. Drop a comment and I will make your wildest dreams come true;]
Love, Jessy:]
 


Friday, May 14, 2010

Today, I hate this. Whatever this is, whatever we're doing, I hate it.



Destitute
These words, they bring me pain.
They bring me joy... but mostly pain.
My thoughts were once so skeptical.
So cold, so cynical.
So masochistic, so sarcastic.
So ascetic, so painfully poetic.
I clinged to my ugliness.
I clinged to the pain.
I was terrified of happiness, in a way.
Pain was what I knew.
Certain virtues were frightening.
The ones that made my heart pretty.
Faith, hope, love... like the Bible preaches.
Faith? I had faith that everything happens for a reason.
But I had no faith in myself.
Hope? I had hope that things would be okay.
I was hopeless.
Love? I believed in love.
I believed in an anxious, breakable love.
Full of heartbreak and roller-coaster emotions.
Full of crying and shouting and passion and lust.
But it was some kind of love, right?
So I hid them deep down.
Their release would only mean I would lose my artistic pain.
I should've tried harder to hide them.
I should've never let you in to my heart.
I should've known you'd change me.
So what happened to my pretty words?
What happened to my thoughts?
The ones that were so stunning, so breath-stealing?
They disappeared in good taste.
They saw they weren't wanted, weren't passionately needed.
They saw that I had fallen out of love with them.
They weren't my everything anymore.
So they left.
I wish I had them back.
It gets lonely.
I didn't count on you leaving too.
- Princhesca
I'll update sometime this weekend...

Monday, May 10, 2010

Today, I hate the laugh track they use on cheap comedies.







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He's a looker but I really think its guts that matter most.
I don't know what my future holds but I know who holds my future.
I don't just love him. I need him. Desperately.
Let me be the one who calls you baby all the time.
I'm lost and weird without you here.
Don't kid yourself. That boy loves you in a way he's unable to deal with.
Maybe we're not supposed to be happy together. Maybe we have to chose either happiness or togetherness.
If I'm really honest, this, all of this, is really just one long love letter that I'm writing to you.
Every man needs a woman when his life is a mess. The queen protects the king just like in a game of chess.
It's when you're gone that I realize how much I need you there, to help me through each day, and make the bad dreams at night go away.
I want you to be that one chance you took, hoping it would be the last chance you take.
Some people say being in a relationship is like being stuck in a box. Well it isn’t so bad if you have the right guy stuck in there with you.
I'm the one who has to die when I have to die so let me live my life the way I want.
How do you say goodbye to someone who had you at hello?
Keep away from those who belittle your ambitions. Small people always do that but the great can make you feel that you too can become great.
 It’s better to love someone you could never be with than to be with someone you could never love.
We cannot change the winds. All we can do is adjust our sails.
Your destiny will never be decided by someone who left you. Let them leave. No one will ever leave you if they are not meant to.
I saw on the news about a 95 year old female going to her first prom. Who is taking her? Her great grandson. His unconditional love GMH.
Do you mind if I tie your shoes? I don't want you falling for anybody else.
And I just thought that you should know that I've been holding on while you've been letting go.
 But there's a story behind everything. How a picture got on a wall. How a scar got on your face. Sometimes the stories are simple, and sometimes they are hard and heartbreaking.
Someday, someone will walk into your life and you'll see why it never worked out with anybody else.
If you want to know where your heart is, look where your mind goes when it wanders.
I can't really offer you much, but I can offer you that empty spot on the carpet right next to me. I can offer you late nights of you and me sitting together. I can share with you my mind, my words, my music and maybe I'll move you just like you move me. 
Its tough to reconsider what you thought was love. 
It was just one of those mornings where I sat up in bed and wondered what the hell I've been doing all my life.
There will always be that one person, that no matter how badly they treated you, no matter how long its been, if they say i love you, you'll say it back.
Love is what makes two people sit in the middle of a bench when there is plenty of room at both ends.
It's no big deal. Break her heart. Let her down. Make her cry. You love her, right? Everything is fine. Hold her hand. Lead her on. It's no big deal. She's just a girl.
Have you ever wanted to ask a question but you didn’t because you knew your heart wouldn’t be able to take the answer?
Wouldn't it be nice if we were older? Then we wouldn't have to wait so long.
I don't consider myself your ex-girlfriend. I consider myself the best thing you ever let go.
Its the little things you do that I love to talk about.
Sometimes I think you're writing about me, and then I realize we all love the same way.
A promise is a promise. At least that's what they say. Well, welcome to reality. They're broken everyday.
I have this unconditional urge to keep you safe from things that make you unhappy. 
Beauty is judged by the size of your heart, not the size of your jeans.
Women are made from a man's rib, not from his head to be superior, not from his feet to be walked on, but from his side to be equal, from under his arm to be protected, and from next to his heart to be loved.
I love you bunches:]
It's just a horrible, uneasy feeling to say goodbye to someone you care about that much.
The most difficult phase of your life is not when no one understands you; it's when you don't understand yourself.
One of the things I love the most about you is that you hold my hand in church.
I'm scared to death to find out what you think of me.
Perfect would be curled up on the couch with you, your hand on my stomach, watching Disney movies while you tell me you will always be my prince charming.
We were the perfect couple, just in the wrong situation.
We are all in the gutter but some of us are looking at the stars.
He kept her picture on his wall, went half-crazy now and then. He still loved her through it all, hoping she'd come back again.
I don't forgive people because I’m weak, I forgive them because I am strong enough to know people make mistakes.

Hiya everyone! I hope you all had a lovely Mothers' day and I hope you honored every amazing woman in your life, not just your mom. Sorry this update is so overdue. You know what you should do to show your infinite outrage in my laziness? Leave a comment! Just click on the post's title and scroll all the way down. 
Tell me what your favorite quote is and, while you're at it, one thing you want to do before you die. I really want to publish a book someday. 
Thank you so very much:]
Jessy Princhescy

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

Today, I hate that all of these quotes are love quotes.

No matter what happens, I'll be with you. Forever.
 All our dreams can come true if we have the courage to pursue them.
The flower that blooms in adversity is the most rare and beautiful of all.
Don't settle for what makes you happy. Go for what makes you whole.
I give myself good advice but I very seldom follow it.
Maybe that's not exactly how it happened but that's the way it should have so that's how I like to remember it.
Don't risk anything you're not willing to lose.
You speak to me in words and I look to you with feelings.
The minute you think you're going to lose something, it suddenly becomes the biggest part of your life.
Some people think God does not like to be troubled with our constant coming and asking. The way to trouble God is not to come at all.
I wanna play the part but I'm messing up the lines.
When you lose everything you want, you find everything you need.
Believe deep down in your heart that you're destined to do great things.
You can't put a question mark where God's put a period.
Don't tell God how big your problems are. Tell your problems how big your God is. 
Sometimes life doesn't turn out the way you wanted but that doesn't mean you can't have what you want.
If you can't understand my silence, you will not understand my words. 
It's better be to be hated for what you are than loved for what you're not. 
I'm not going to say my life sucks, because that a complete lie. But I'm not going to say its the best either, because thats not quite true. All I'm going to say is, I'm living and dealing with everything day by day and whether its good or bad, I'll live through it all.
An original mind is rarely understood.
When you find the place where your heart belongs, you'll never leave.
We don't talk anymore, I don't know why. It's like you gave me wings and said it's illegal to fly.
I hope you like animals because I'm a beast.
God can heal a broken heart but he has to have all of the pieces.
 Hi. I hope your day is going well. There's always tomorrow if it isn't. Or yesterday. But maybe yesterday wasn't very great either. I'm sorry.
You may see me struggle but you will never see me fall.  
Don't ever let a man hold anything over you other than an umbrella.
I will always love you.
You will always be a part of me.
I want nothing more than to see you happy.
lol. jk.
Your chromosomes have combined beautifully.

P.S. I was having a terribly miserable day Monday. I logged on blogger to write out my pain and I saw that I had five comments to approve. Thanks, you guys. It made me kinda embarrassingly happy. You guys can always comment again, ya know... Haha. Let us know which quotes are your favorites or maybe write out your favorite quotes. If we love them, we'll use them! Thanks so much! Tell your friends! We love you. - Jessy&Susie