Today's my second mom's birthday.

Hey guys. Only pictures today. Sorry. 

^ Best. Picture. Ever. If you don't get this, go watch Mean Girls. 

I hope you're happy.

Love, Jessica:]

Today is Amber's birthday:]

I guess you're just one of those people who are supposed to walk in my life, teach me a lesson, and walk out. 

Somethings are meant to be broken but I'm not one of them.

I've learned that you can't make someone love you. You can only stalk them until they panic and hope they give in.

I started out thinking I could handle this and then I fell in love.

Moving on is a process. You have to promise yourself you're ready to let go.

He looks at her and thinks, "The one who got away." She looks at him and thinks, "The one who let me go."

And who knows. Maybe one day we'll be perfect for each other.

When I think back, there were so many times when fate tried to force us together.

Love is never wanting to lose faith, never wanting to give up, and never truly moving on. Love is knowing and praying in the deepest part of what's left of your heart that they feel the same.

 

And tonight was the wrong night to realize this wasn't real.

 Orientation tomorrow. Yay... 2/10 comments until big post:] 

Comment goal for this post: 1 comment

Love, Jessy

Today, I'm figuring something out.

Some people never get over their first loves. They spend their whole lives trying to recapture the thrill.

 

 It's a great feeling to know that he couldn't let go of you either.

No relationship is perfect, ever. There are always some ways you have to bend, to compromise, to give something up in order to gain something greater...The love we have for each other is bigger than these small differences. And that's the key. It's like a big pie chart, and the love in a relationship has to be the biggest piece. Love can make up for a lot.

You and I were meant to be. Period. End of story. Cue happy ending music. 

It's funny how we always find ourselves running back to the ones we swore we'd leave behind. There is always this kind of magic thing. Keeps us turning around.

 

Sometimes you have to be strong for yourself. You have to know that you're a good person and a good friend. What's meant to be will end up good and what's not - wont. Love is worth fighting for, but sometimes you cant be the only one fighting. At times, people need to fight for you. If they don't, you just have to move on and realize what you gave them was more than they were willing to give you. Hopefully, people realize great things when they come around and don't lose something real. Always fight, until you can't anymore, and then be fought for.

I used to constantly look for people to replace you. Someone to talk to everyday, someone to trust, someone to believe in, someone to love, someone to have the time of my life with. I stopped though. I learned some people really can't be replaced. 

The truth is I gave my heart away a long time ago, my whole heart, and I never really got it back.

Without even realizing it, you taught me a lot of things. not only about life, but how its okay to feel something extraordinary about someone.

A friend is someone who understands your past, believes in your future, and accepts you just the way you are

It's the possibility that keeps us going. 

Not the guarantee.

Good luck Shelbea, Amber,  and Analese. Kick butt;]

Today, I bought some earrings.

I hope that someday, somebody wants to hold you for twenty minutes straight, and that's all they do. They don't pull away. They don't look at your face; they don't try to kiss you. All they do is wrap you up in their arms, without an ounce of selfishness in it.

Stay mad as long as you can because once you're not mad anymore, it hurts. It hurts like hell and once it hurts that bad, you can't make yourself mad anymore.

I don't forgive people because I'm weak. I forgive them because I'm strong enough to understand that everyone makes mistakes.

 

Stay up all night with the stars, confess all the faith I had in you. 

When you love someone, you can't just be friends. It just doesn't work that way.

Sometimes you need to take a step back in life and think about what you want. Think about what you can live with and, more importantly, what you can't live without.

There’s no race, no religion, no class system, no color, no sexual orientation that makes us better than anyone else. We are all deserving of love.

  

In love, we all take risks, we all fall down, but you should never be scared to go a little further or a little crazier because in the end, the sweetest love is the one that made you lose control.

  

Do what makes you happy. Be with who makes you smile. Laugh as much as you breath and love as much as you live.

  

We lose people we love because they are meant to love someone else. We lose them because we are destined to find somebody else. It is a simple fact that is sometimes hard to accept because we are too stupid to let go.

 

Went shopping today with my boyfriend, his sister and his mom today. One of the best days I had in awhile. I got new earrings:]

Love, Jessica.

Today, my brother and I installed Sims 3

Love is putting up with someone's bad qualities because they somehow complete you.

When you love someone you'd do anything for them. Even when you hate them, you'd still do anything for them. 

Before I knew you, I was like a completely different person. Not even a person, really. I had seen what love could do to people, and it was hurt and sadness. Alone was better. And then, suddenly there was you, and you knew me. You saw me, and it was this thing. You make me feel safe and warm. So, I get it now. I finally get love, I really do.

Don't just talk. Speak. Don't just hear. Listen. Don't just walk. Move.

This is what I feel when you kiss me.

You are the best thing that's ever been mine.

A person doesn't have to be perfect to be exactly what you need

The truth is, we were just two people who weren't supposed to fall in love, but did.

Maybe that's what happens when a tornado meets a volcano. All I know is I love you too much to walk away though. 

 I'm not afraid of getting hurt. 

^ That's me. 

One comment?

Today, I take it all back.

I want to be the girl that changed everything.



It's only after you've lost everything that you're free to do anything.



"I only want to change one thing about you."
"What would that be?"
"Your last name."



I like to see people reunited, I like to see people run to each other, I like the kissing and the crying, I like the impatience, the stories that the mouth can’t tell fast enough, the ears that aren’t big enough, the eyes that can’t take in all of the change, I like the hugging, the bringing together, the end of missing someone.



Everyone has a best friend through all stages of life. Only a lucky few have the same one.



If a guy's going to take me on a date, it means a lot to me how he treats the waitress.



Women are made from a man's rib, not from his head to be superior, not from his feet to be walked on, but from his side to be equal. From under his arm to be protected, and from next to his heart to be loved.



Please understand that this isn't goodbye. This is "I can't stand you. Stay the hell away from me."



When you realize you want to spend the rest of your life with someone, you want the rest of your life to start as soon as possible.



A friend is someone who thinks you're a good egg even though you're slightly cracked.


Hi everyone… Sorry I haven’t updated in so long… I’ve been taking the last month and thinking about my life and the life I want to have… I’ve been trying to become happier but you know what? I am happy. I admit, I do cry most nights, but that doesn’t mean I’m not happy. I’m just really sensitive and I think that’s perfectly fine. When I’m lying in bed at night, the events of the day run through my mind. So what if I cry a little bit about something someone said or something I failed at? If I don’t cry, then I can never really smile.
Blog speaking, I hope you like the new layout… This one’s a keeper for sure. I’m going to try something new… Ten quotes/ten photos every day! Can I do it? I sure will try. If you comment, I will be motivated. My current goal is just one little comment on this post. Once I get ten comments, from this moment on, I’m going to do a twenty five quote/photo update. Thanks everybody! Love, Jessy.