Bleep

This week was spirit week.
It was fun dressing up.
The best day was Step By Step.
Today's assembly was fun.
So was volleyball practice.
No news on the apprenticeship yet... :[
But we're going bowling tonight!
Yay!
Haha. Thanks for the support.
Love you!

1.] With every single letter and every single word, there will be a hidden message of a boy who loves a girl.

2.] You can lie to me. You can lie to your friends but you cannot lie to yourself.

3.] Don't forget to fly.

4.] When you realize you want to spend the rest of your life with someone; you can't wait for the rest of your life to start.

5.] He reached for her hand, "I don't want to lose you." His voice was almost a whisper. She could feel the tears again and she fought them back. "But you don't want to keep me either, do you?" To that he had no response.

I'm such a stalker, its not even charming.

Muscles

One.enO
"Pray for me."
"I don't pray."
"Yes you do. You're just not aware of it."

Two.owT
I hate the way you talk to me, and the way you cut your hair. I hate the way you drive my car. I hate it when you stare. I hate your big dumb combat boots, and the way you read my mind. I hate you so much it makes me sick; it even makes me rhyme. I hate it, I hate the way you're always right. I hate it when you lie. I hate it when you make me laugh, even worse when you make me cry. I hate it when you're not around, and the fact that you didn't call. But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you. Not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all.
- 10 Things I Hate About You

Three.eerhT
Did you know her favorite color's green or that she`s terrified of the dark? that she can`t sleep without loads of pillows next to her or that
every time she thinks of you she smiles? She doesn`t want to care for anyone. she thinks it`s just a way of getting hurt. Did you know she hates arguing but is good at it? or that she hates going a day without talking to you? Did you know she loves the way you look at her and she cant help but fall for you or that you mean everything to her?

Four.ruoF
I love the way you look at me. Especially when I say something really stupid. You have this, "Why do I put up with you?" look. But right after that is the "It's because I love you" look. Then the "I must be insane to love you" look. And finally the "I must be seriously insane" look.

Five.eviF
I believe in getting into hot water, it keeps you clean.

You pulled me outside of the gym during the winter ball.

On the basketball courts and under the stars, you said I looked pretty.

You stepped up to me and kissed me slowly.

You pulled away when she called your name.

You ran back in, leaving me alone.

You called me up after school on a Tuesday.

I was laying on my bed when you told me that I was beautiful.

You said you've never felt this way before.

You didn't deny it when I asked about her.

You hung up, leaving me empty.

You sat next to me one day in Spanish.

We were sitting at a wooden table in third period when you said that you missed me.

You reached under the desk and softly took my hand.

You let go when you caught me staring at her.

You switched seats, leaving me troubled.

You stood next to me in line for a roller coaster.

About ten feet away from the gate, you said that you would hold me if I got scared.

You leaned forward and tucked a piece of my hair behind my ear.

You ruined the moment when you wondered if she was nervous.

You ended up holding her, leaving me scared.

You picked me up and sat me on a desk.

Thirty seconds before, you told me you wanted me and I couldn't say no any longer.

You kissed me passionately and I didn't stop you.

You answered your phone when she called you.

You left to go look for her, leaving me heartbroken.

You walked up to me today.

It made my heart skip beats and my stomach flip when you told me life was different without me.

I pulled away when you leaned in your forehead to meet mine.

I knew the bracelet on your wrist was from her.

I told you to go back to her because she deserves more from you, leaving me... happy.

I'm happy to know you because I get you.

(one) Look at her, do you see that smile she gives him? Well, she never told me and I doubt she ever will but I know that she is absolutely and completely in love with him. I hope they have a happy future.

(two) Two people can be perfect for each other but if the timing's bad, things won't work out.

(three) I never thought I would meet someone so hard to forget.

(four) The worst thing is trying to hold onto someone who doesn't want to be held.

(five) Life isn't going to be the party we hoped for but while we're here, we might as well dance.

(six) He tried his hardest to love her. He brought her flowers and sang her songs. He wrote her poems and called her every day at lunch. He bought her a big house and he bought her a nice car. She wanted children and they tried but it didn't work out. He tried to love her. He tried with his whole heart, his whole being but in the end, she was just a beautiful person that didn't make his heart skip beats.

(seven) Some people show off their beauty because they want the world to see it and some people hide theirs because they want the world to see something else.

(eight) Give one last kiss, oh give me one last kiss. It never felt like this.

(nine) If something is not happening for you, it doesn't mean it's not meant for you it just means you're not ready for it.

(ten) If I died tomorrow, I would marry you today.

Does your jacuzzi work?

One.
It was pure emotion and self-will drawn together by a scared little girl with no idea of who she was or even what she could be.

Two.
You and me... It was a really long time ago and we were just kids... But we really loved each other, right?

Three.
You're way too young to believe things aren't going to work out.

Four.
If you're falling off a cliff you might as well try to fly. You have nothing to loose, right?

Five.
Just shut up. Kiss me. Kiss me right now. I don't have to be your lover. I don't need you to promise me that you'll kiss me hello tomorrow morning. I just need to know that for right now, for this moment, you love me as much as I love you. We don't have to tell anyone. We can keep this a complete secret.

All of the stars are fading away.

- - one - -
"I hurt the people who love me."
"We all do."

- - two - -
It doesn't matter about them or what they want or how they feel. They'll get over it. This is about you. You and your happiness.

- - three - -
And when I'm hurting inside, I close my eyes and think of her. She will always be my girl.

- - four - -
I understand that. You don't have to change who you are.

- - five - -
"Well, the way I see it, you can either play or always wonder if you could've been good enough."

- - six - -
I love you for you, not your calorie intake.

- - seven - -
Someday, when you become famous like I know you will, people are going to write books about you and make movies about your life. They're going to remember how you could inspire a hundred people to change or how you could raise a thousand dollars in ten minutes. They won't remember if you gained an extra five pounds or if you suffered from mild acne as an adolescent. People remember great people for the reasons they were great, not the reasons they weren't.

- - eight - -
"I am so screwed."
"What're you going to do?"
"What I do best. Walk in there and act like I know what's going on."

- - nine - -
They say one day your life will flash before your eyes. Make it worth watching.

- - ten - -
"Say beautiful."
"Beautiful."
"No. Its not right. Say dear."
"Dear."
"Nah, that's not it either."
"Well, sweetheart-"
"That's it. Call me sweetheart."

I just don't think life should hurt this way.

... one ...
People don't change. They just find new ways to lie to you.

... two ...
The sad thing is, I want to believe. I really do. I want to believe but life has just left me too tainted...

... three ...
It just really sucks. It sucks when you hear that one song and you get an instant pain in your chest. It sucks when all you want is for him to call and tell you he misses you. It sucks when you need him and he doesn't need you. It sucks when he doesn't love you back. It just really sucks.

... four ...
Whose that? I'm sorry I don't know you. We used to go out? Really? I never knew. Best friends, was it? Perfect couple? How come I don't remember this? We used to talk for hours? Doesn't ring a bell. You were a jerk? Damn right you were.

... five ...
You live. You laugh. You love. You learn. You scream. You cry. You crash. You burn.

... six ...
You saw her today. I know you did. You didn't hold me as tight and your thoughts, they wandered. You eyes had a glow of her smile.

... seven ...
"To me fearless is not the absense of fear. it's not being completely unafraid. to me, fearless is having fears. fearless is having doubts. lots of them. to me, fearless is living in spite of those things that scare you to death. fearless is falling madly in love again, even though you've been hurt before. fearless is walking into your freshman year of high school at fifteen. fearless is getting back up and fighting for what you want over and over again..even though every time you've tried before, you've lost. it's fearless to have faith that someday things will change. fearless is having the courage to say goodbye to someone who only hurts you, even if you can't breathe without them. i think it's fearless to fall for your best friend, even though he's in love with someone else. and when someone apologizes to you enough times for things they'll never stop doing, i think its fearless to stop believing them. its fearless to say "you're NOT sorry," and walk away. i think loving someone despite what people think is fearless. i think allowing yourself to cry on the bathroom floor is fearless. letting go is fearless. then, moving on and being alright..that's fearless too. but no matter what love throws at you, you have to believe in it. you have to believe in love stories and prince charmings and happily ever after. i think love is fearless."
-taylor swift

... eight ...
There are things you wish for before big moments. I wish my friends were here. I wish my parents were different. I wish there was someone who got what was happening, and could just look at me and tell me we weren't crazy, that we weren't being stupid. Someone to say "I'm proud of you, and I got your back... no matter what."

... nine ...
The truth is, she missed him even though he was never technically hers. And really, that's what makes it so unbearable.

... ten ...
What would you do if the rain was pouring down, there were unlimited movies to watch, and I was trapped inside your house for the night?