Sunday, November 29, 2009

Fever

1
"Would he be okay with that?"
"We just won't tell him until it's too late..."
^^ I love my grandma!^^

2
I do my thing and you do yours. I am I and you are you. But if in the end we end up together its beautiful.

3
She fakes a smile and presses her lips against his.

4
I love it when, in the middle of our kiss, I can feel you smiling.

5
So I went out and bought her roses. She complained about the thorns. I caught her smiling. That's what I do it for.

6
I want a job where I can stay up all night, sleep all day, never worry about money, and meet every hot person in this damn town.

7
I hate that I never gave you more than half of my heart.

8
There are some people in life who make you
smile a little brighter,
laugh a little louder,
and live a little better.


9
You know how it is when you don't want to miss them but you want them to miss you.

10
And they told her, "You don't have to sell yourself like that." The only thing she could reply is, "I'm not that smart but I am that pretty."

Saturday, November 28, 2009

Nicole, Anna, and Maddy :]

One
It's not going to be the easiest thing to accept, its better than losing you.
[^^ I love my boyfriend. ^^]

Two
I'm a bad boy 'cause I don't even miss her. I'm a bad boy for breaking her heart.

Three
She's a wild one with an angel's face.

Four
They say life is hard. She says, "That's alright."

Five
Take my hand across this slippery ice. I promise, we'll make it and if we don't, we'll fall together.

Six
If kisses were snowflakes and I were God, I'd send you a blizzard this winter.

Seven
We do the best we can in a small town; act like kids in love when the sun goes down.

Eight
Sure, she's pretty, but it's about more than that. You two connect. Anything you throw at her, she can throw right back. You figured out what's going on in that predictable head of hers in under five minutes, but something tells you that her heart would take about five years.
^^My good friend texted this to me and told me it reminds him of me. :]

Nine
Sometimes you need a breakdown. One of those yell at everyone, cry until you fall and can't breathe kind of breakdowns. Then you feel better. And if you don't, at least people will know you`re not okay.

Ten
You walk around like you're okay. Maybe you're not, at least not today. The sun's not shining, but there's no rain. This feeling of missing you is driving me insane.

Eleven
Have you ever sneezed while chewing gum and accidentally spit the gum out in the process? Well, that sucks.

Twelve
I don't know who I've become since that rainy November day when I told you I wouldn't change.

Thirteen
You once made this promise to stay by my side. But after some time, you just pushed me aside.

Fourteen
Be my bad boy. Be my man. Be my weekend lover, but don't be my friend. You can be my bad boy but understand that I don't need you again.
^^ Is it sad that this reminds me of a video game character? =P

Fifteen

The thing that was different about last night was that I had no more excuses or reasons. I had no pretty words to soothe your soul. I couldn't brush it over and say it was in the past because its very real. Its very much a part of me. I showed you who I was and, when presented with the choice, you decided to stay and love me for who I am. :]

Sixteen
I wonder how many girls never get the guy they want but end up with the one they're meant for.

Seventeen
Nothing kills me more than having to look into his eyes and tell him I have no feelings for him. But, I tell myself, its better this way.

Eighteen
I just want someone who looks forward to seeing me everyday. Someone who notices when I dress up and someone who thinks I'm beautiful when I dress down.

Nineteen
He loved to run his hands through her silky brown hair. So she grew it, longer and longer, until it reached her waist. She continued to grow it for the year and a half they were together. A tearful break-up, however, and she chopped it all off.

Twenty
One of the worst feelings in the world is having to doubt something you thought was unquestionable.

Monday, November 23, 2009

How is he? Broken...

1
I'm not afraid of heights; I'm afraid of falling. I'm not afraid of the dark; I'm afraid of what's in it. I'm not afraid to fall in love; I'm afraid of not being loved in return.

2
One thing about being on top of the word... It gives you a very, very long way to fall.

3
Kiss her like she's famous. Hold her like she's the whole world. Tell her she means everything to you.

4
There are two kinds of love. Our love and God's love. God makes both of them. Love is important to God.

5
When you want to give up and your heart is about to break, remember, you're perfect because God makes no mistakes.

6
Every man has that one girl who doesn't know how much she means to him.

7
Find a heart that will love you at your worst and arms that will hold you at your weakest.

8
So, now you love me? Well, that's cute; adorable, in fact.

9
She let her heart and soul ride in your hands but you stole her every dream and you crushed her plans.

10
It took her awhile to figure out that she could run but when she did, she was long gone... Long gone.

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

And who is this ambitious young man?

One We could sit and wonder about the future, but now I'm thinking that today is fine.

Two Here's to the kids whose idea of a good time is sitting on the roof of their car and watching the stars.

Three You have so much magic in you and I wouldn't hold that back.

Four Just be who you are and wait your turn. Don't push. Be beautiful. Be graceful. If you're going to be angry, be angry behind closed doors. Don't ever let them see you sweat. Just hold your head up high no matter what, and don't ever let anyone hold you back.

Five The thing about us is that we're friends. Well, maybe we're not just friends but the base of all we know is friendship. He may think I'm beautiful but he'll still tease me about how he has to look down to see me. And we may cuddle up and watch movies, but we'll still laugh and make jokes about every line. We may hold hands, but we also get into fake fights and I know he lets me win everytime. He gets mad when I don't think high of myself and I get mad when he won't tell me what's wrong. We know more about each other than anyone and maybe that's the thing that makes it so perfect. He's not just the friend or the lover, he's the missing piece to my puzzle.

Six "Who are you supposed to be?" "I don't know. I've been asking myself for years."

Seven In that moment, I felt my heart break. And I thought, “I can’t live without you. I don’t want to live without you,” and then it slowly crept into my mind that no matter how bad I wanted or needed you, it wouldn’t matter. Somehow, and very painfully I was sure, my life would continue. With or without you.

Eight It's those moments when you drive around in a car full of friends around a town too small for you. You gasp for breath between laughs. It's those moments where you get high off just breathing in so deep, you feel your lung starting to get cold. For a second, that one split second, you don't care at all. You don't care about school, about parents or about money, about rules, or broken hearts. Who you care about are the kids sitting next to you. Cause it's all we really need isn't it? Those kids next to you, the ones who make you feel invincible even at your weakest points.

Nine I see pictures of you and her together and honestly, you look happy. But when I see pictures of you and me together, you look in love.


Ten To be honest with you, I don't have the words to make you feel better. But I do have arms to give you a hug, ears to listen whenever you want to talk, and a heart that aches to see you smile again.


Tuesday, November 17, 2009

Baby, you weren't the first or the last or the worst.

One
Risk more than others think safe.
Care more than others think wise.
Dream more than others think practical.
And expect more than others think is possible.

Two
And everytime you feel like crying, I'm going to try to make you laugh. And if I can't, if it just hurts too bad, then we will wait and I will keep you company through those days so long and black.

Three
The words I want to say keep getting stuck in my throat. I keep meaning to tell you, but I'm afraid I might choke.

Four
Here's to the moments where we weren't hoping for wrong or right, we just crossed our fingers and hoped for the best.

Five
And right before he turned to leave, I said, "You don't know what you mean to me."

Six
Part of me just wants to find the right words to hurt you like you hurt me.

Seven
I know I'm full of insecurities and disappointments but I promise that there's a part of me worth keeping.

Eight
Because the way we kiss is better than any drug. Because when I'm with you, I believe in love.

Nine
Sometimes solutions aren't that simple. Sometimes goodbyes are the only way.

Ten
So kiss me hard because this will be the last time I let you. You will be back someday and that awkward kiss that screams of other people's lips will be of service to keeping away.

Eleven
If I can stop one heart from breaking, I shall not live in vain. - Emily Dickinson

Twelve
And she puts on her prettiest dress and dances around her room, just wishing she was in your arms.

Thirteen
There will always be one guy, one kiss and one moment you'll remember forever.



Saturday, November 14, 2009

What would Jesus do?

1] You thrill me and I wish you didn't thrill her too.

2] It doesn't matter how pretty my dreams are. You're still my favorite one.

3] There are hearts that never mend once they are broken. Or if they do mend, they heal themselves in a crooked and lopsided way, as if sewn together by a careless craftsmen.

4] I would live forever if I could, but not like this.

5] And she loved a little boy very, very much - even more than she loved herself.

6] I'm beginning to find that hope is far too easy to lose.

7] "After all this time?" "Always," said Snape.

8] I really just don't want to be mean to you anymore. I just want to love you like you've always loved me.

9] Tears fall from your eyes because you know that you're not okay.

10] And he sends you flowers every spring.