I want it that way.

1. Its strange how laughter is like crying without the sound. Its odd how raindrops are like tears without the pain.

2. Tell him I hate him. Tell him I don't need him. Tell him to have a great life without me. Tell him he means nothing to me. Just don't tell him I said this with tears in my eyes.

3. Just when you've had enough, life gives you more. And just when you think it's rained enough, life makes it pour.

4. And how she hoped he missed her 'cause, God, she missed how he would kiss her.

5. According to Greek mythology, humans were created with four arms, four legs, and two faces. Zeus, fearing their power, split them in two; condemning them to spend the rest of their lives in search for their other halves.

6. When you remember how hard it is to change ourselves, you begin to understand what little chance we have of changing others.

7. That was just one completely unnecessary sexual remark too many.

8. So the pain is too much now and I decide the footprints should start. I'll walk away from you now and all I want is for you to remember me. Its bittersweet but that's the way I like it. (My new favorite.)

9. "I'm the girl who is best friends with her guitar and writes songs about everything and anything that happens to her. Names included." - Taylor Swift.

10. And the tears on her face don't stand for nothing. She isn't just emotional and she isn't just impressed. They are the last and final straw. She realizes how much better she deserves and now you're about to see how much this hurts.

You smiled the whole way through it.

~!1!~
I don't want the perfect guy. The romantic, cute, nice one who always tells me I'm beauitful. The one who's a complete gentlemen. I want a guy who fights with me, doesn't always call me back. Someone who will try to go too far. Someone to challenge my beliefs. I don't want what everyone considers the perfect guy. I want the guy thats perfect for me.

~@2@~
So here I am. I'm lying on my bed, staring at the ceiling. I don't know what I'm feeling. I don't know what love is and I don't know if I want this.

~#3#~
the truth is, we hide so we can be found. we walk away to see who will follow, we cry to see who will wipe away our tears & we let our hearts get broken to see who will come and fix them.

~$4$~
You're meant to lose the people you love. How else could you know how important they are to you?

~%5%~
Sometimes, you only forgive people because you can't stand not having them in your life.

~^6^~
She jumps every time the door opens because for a third of a second, she thinks it could be you.

~&7&~
"I broke up with him."
"I'm sorry."
"You should be."
"Why?"
"Because you were 98% of the reason."

~*8*~
Its times like this that make you realize what's important. You learn that being fake doesn't cut it, holding back doesn't make it, and sometimes being best friends isn't worth it.

~(9(~
Warning: I will break your heart.

~!10)~
Love is just a word until you find someone to give it a definition.

Sometime I wish I could act like a boy.

I'm sorry that it's been so long but I found an amazing quote so here you go.

Love, Jessy.

1.} Holding on: Have you ever wondered why even if someone is too numb to feel you or insensitive to notice you, you still choose to stay? It's because beyond what others see in that person, you feel that tiny chance that maybe if you hold a little bit tighter, he will learn to love you.

2.} We could talk about forever for a day or two but I still got a lot of leaving left to do.

3.} I'm still young. I've got so many more boys to see, girls to make jealous, teachers to bother, parents to piss off, people to save, and lessons to learn.

4.} "I can't describe what I feel." She said. "To anyone."

5.} "I knew it would end like this." She whispered. The tears slid down her face and made little imprints in the snow. She dropped to her knees. She didn't want to be this way.

6.} I've got a crooked smile and I wear my heart in my back pocket.

7.} And in some way, I think I recognize that I will never be truly over you. There will always be a part that loves you but there's an even larger part that knows I need to move on to be happy.

8.} I called you tonight because I wanted you to know that despite everything that's happened and all the miles between us, I still think about the way things were in the beginning.

9.} The days are gone and I miss you so much. The night is long and I long for your touch.

10.} This is not what I intended. I always swore to you I'd never fall apart. But you always thought that I was stronger. I may have failed but I have loved you from the start.

Drop a heart, break a name.

~1~

Sometime, you'll kiss someone and you'll know -- that's the person you're meant to kiss for the rest of your lifetime.

~2~
Saying hello will always be an adventure, saying goodbye will always be a challenge, and letting go will always be the hardest part.

~3~
I'm not gonna lie... It's going to be awhile before I move on. I mean, it's not that I can't get over you, it's just that, there are so many new boys to choose from.

~4~
Smile, even when you're not happy because maybe that smile on your face will bleed onto your heart.

~5~
No camera could ever capture the look in her eyes and the feeling in her heart when she's looking at him.

~6~
I'm just the girl, standing in front of the boy, asking him to love her.

~7~
And he acts like he doesn't care, but we all know. He's falling apart without her beautiful smile.

~8~
And, I guess they fell for each other... like everyone knew they would.

~9~
There's this girl in the mirror, I wonder who she is. Sometimes I think I know her, and sometimes I wish I did. There's a story in her eyes, lullabies and goodbyes. When she's looking back at me, I can tell. She's hurting inside.

~10~
She's scared because she's finally realizing how much he means to her.

A dream is a wish your heart makes.

Today my dad gave me a journal. I don't know why but it meant a lot. I'm going to treasure it.
Love,
Jessica.

001.

We made eye contact and he blushed.

He knew what I was thinking.

“Fine.” He whispered and I stepped over to him and he wrapped his arms around me.

(Based on the cutest couple in the world - My friends Nicole and Matt.)

002.

While it hurt, my heart isn't broken. Cracked, maybe, and a little bruised. But I'm strong, and I'm not gonna let this break me.

003.

When things get too comfortable, too easy and peaceful, be careful. "The calm before the storm"? Yeah, it happens. So be prepared for it.

004.

he linked his arm around mine, talking about how I was his best friend; my stomach dropped. he linked his fingers around mine, talking about how we were perfect for each other; my stomach fluttered. he pressed his lips against mine, and without saying a word, my heart flew.

005.

Want to know the things that make my day? It’s when I find a new song that I am in love with, or it’s finding a quote that I can relate to at the moment or even looking out at a night sky to see a shooting star or a random text message saying I love you. That’s what makes me day; the little things.

006.

"All we are, all we can be, are the stories we tell," he says, and he is talking as if he is talking only to me. "Long after we are gone, our words will be all that is left, and who is to say what really happened or even what reality is? Our stores, our fiction, our words will be as close to truth as can be. And no one can take that away from you." Nobody.

007.

Please tell me there's a pharmaceutical for the way you dance.

008.

I remember thinking how much I wanted to feel his skin against mine.

009.

As we danced, his hands led mine. We spun and twirled and he wrapped his arms around me and he took total control. His green eyes looked into my hazel ones and the way we moved seemed to work so perfectly. I fell in love with him for a fleeting moment and now I realize that I need a man who can dance.

010.

She's got the eyes of innocence, the face of an angel, a personality of a dreamer, and the saddest smile you'll ever see.

Love,

Jessica.

There is no Arizona.

Ten quotes - enjoy.

One.
Maybe, God makes you hurt right now because he knows that someday, someone is going to hurt like you and he knows you're stronger and you'll be able to help them. Maybe that's why you hurt.

Two.
"I wish you were here."
"In my dreams I always am."

Three.
He walked up to her and threw some cheesy line at her. She told him she had already heard that one. He assured her it was not a line. She walked away, she'd heard that one too.

Four.
She puts on a new dress, goes out, and turns all the boys heads', but that's as close as they get.

Five.
Go ahead and lie to me, pull me close.
Tell me that you love me even though we know you don't.

Six.
How about, baby, we make a promise to not promise anything more than one night. Complicated situations only get worse in the morning light.

Seven.
Don't think I don't think about it. Don't think I don't have regrets. Don't think it don't get to me between the work, and the hurt, and the whiskey.

Eight.
And when you're lonely, look up at the moon. Someone, somewhere is staring at the same moon and feeling lonely too.

Nine.
When you pray for courage, does God give you courage or the chance to be courageous?

Ten.
She's beautiful in her simple ways...
I guess I should've been more like her.

"Fine." He whispered.

I didn't know anyone reads this but apparently I do have a single reader. Wahoo!

Love,
Jessica

Uno.
Somehow, when you say "I've been there too," it doesn't help at all.

Dos.
Not to sound like a depressed teenage girl or anything, but why aren't I good enough? Tell me... I can change.

Tres.
Nothing can really cheer me up quite like a new nail polish color. (So true!)

Cuatro.
Just hit play and watch my life fall apart.

Cinco.
I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about.

Seis.
It ain't fair, you died too young. Like a story that had just begun... But death tore the pages away.

Siete.
Would you see the world? Would you chase your dreams?
Sometimes I wonder who you'd be today.

Ocho.
She was not yet beautiful but she had the potential to be absolutely breath taking.

Nueve.
She walked in the darkness sometimes and sometimes she walked in the light. And even though she preferred the darkness, she was always sure to keep the light within sprinting distance.

Diez.
Sorry, I'm a musician. We're heart breakers by nature.